~prettyprincesslady54

<sub>....February? Ok how did /THAT/ happen??? I swear, it's not a minute since LAST SUMMER. Wtf. xD Ah well. I guess It means Im halfway to THIS summer. Awesome. xD

Hope everyone had a nice January ^^

Gonna get my new account in the next few days, and Ill be properly moving, and announcing it when my subscription runs out on here ^^ So... stay tuned *wink* ^_~</sub>

Parents evening went pretty good. I got the same old comments as always, to be honest; I lack confidence a LOT. Im very quick to admit defeat. Its a flaw Ive been working to overcome. Im making some pregress, but theres still a way to go. xD

Apart from that, Im doing well, much better than I thought. On the essay side of Psychology Im doing spectacularly poorly (D grade xDD), because Im TOO creative. I need to tone it down, to fulfil the (dull, boring old) exam board's VERY specific criteria. Lol. xD Interesting.

Hmm anyway. >.> Considering what I want to do (yet again.. xD) Going in for some careers advice tomorrow, and Ive got extra work for Physics, and will be gettign some for Psychology, to try and better my grades. I'm aiming for top grades and nothing less will satisfy me, so I need to put in the work. ^^

Also considering quitting my job. Although this will mean a HUGE drop in money; I was saving my income for Uni anyway, so.. I guess I wont have as much, but whatever. I can always take out a student loan Financial reasons aside, it'll relieve a LOT of my stress. A hell of a lot. I'll have all of Saturday to concentrate on my schoolwork, as well as Sunday, so that'll be great! I can even put my feet up for a bit. That'll be nice! Its not definite yet though, but I think I probably will pack it in, and just work holidays if they still want me (or any odd days they're short of staff). So yeah. Lol. Might also mean a few extra minutes a week to draw, lol Yey! Heh. Studies come first though, and its not helping, having a job... -_-;

Hmm what else.... Eh. Nothing I'll really go into on the RL front really..

Decided to definitely move accounts on here. Name suggestions are VERY welcome. Its very hard trying to find one that isnt already taken by a dead accoutn on here I'm looking for.. idk.. random cool soundiong words... japanesey type things, and stuff with the letter "k" in it, or the sound "de" ["Deh", as in "death", rather than "deed"].. for.. some strange reason. Cuz Im cool like that. LUL. |D So yes. If anyone has any suggestions.. that's be great. ^^

Anyway like I said. Painting project in the works. Gonna start the lineart for a collab with soon (Her chara Mad. We both love her. Despite being an assassin, shes so goddamn CUTE. xD), um , gonna get around to arranging that trade with soon too. Got a random comic page to draw up from ParadoX. Not to start it off or anything. Just a random page, to see if I am able to do it. -shrug- Few other little bits and bobs, and a lot of doodles, that I seem to scribble everywhere these days... -little laugh-

So yes. Busybusybusy!

Well anyway, I should go. Im gonna play some KH before bed; I havent had time in weeks. Id love to paint tonight, but Ill save that for another time, and leave you with a preview of what Im doing instead (Augh, I god damn LOVE the nooooooooooooose =3= No crits on it though. xD; Especially on the face which sucks. Itll be hidden by hair anyway *omgspoilerspoiler* *kicked*) xD. ^^ Enjoy, and have a nice evening, everyone

Eh. I guess I dont really talk about real life on here anymore (I save that for LJ ) since.. net-time is like.. my relaxation time. Somewhere I can get away from EVERYTHING.

But yeah. Im having a lot of problems right now. Mainly school, but some other issues too. I wont get into it. Everything sucks. xD It's also parents evening tonight; I dont know how well or badly it'll go, because Im not holding up very well at the moment, and Im struggling in all my subjects. I guess this journal is sort of a ... head up.. in case I dont appear on here for a while. In which case I got banned. I dont think I would get banned, since this is... really and truly my release, but hay, parents can be crazy when they think it'll do some good.

Eh. Anyway. Not much time for drawing atm, since Im trying to keep up with school. I hate my job. >_> But apart from that, my job means I dont have a Saturday. One more day wasted. Sunday is homework day. Hence why I dont really.. post so much as I did last year. This year sixth form is pretty intense. ^^

Oh. I have to go. Heh. Um.. so yes. Im sorry for the lack of stuff lately. Working on a painting project, just to see how much I can improve and.. ja. Idk. Lotsa doodling randomly ^^ -laughs-

um... bai. ^^

<sub>Well, I went for the smaller set of acylics. I figure that, if this whole model making thing didnt take off, Id rather have wasted a few pounds on a cheapo set of acrylic paints, than a professional one costing many times the price. On the other hand, if I do get into it, I can always invest in a better set ^_^

Well my clay and tools arrived on Saturday so Ive been experimenting with those... Ive done a chibi shoyru type thing (random, I know. I once made one with my Fimo clay, so I think I just.. felt comfortable doing a variation of something Id already done, just to test out the difference with the clay -- f.y.i. Super Sculpey is softer than Fimo ) so.. yeah. I think thats pretty cute x3 Just gotta bake and paint that now, so Ill have to wait till the paints come... Also almost finished with a sort of... sculpture of Makotos head.. xD; Idk why a head, idk why Makoto of all charas. just.. yeah. -shrugs- Its pretty fun, detailing it and stuff. But I keep crushing his chin. Since the things like.. an inch big, its pretty hard to hold ANYWHERE without crushing SOMETHING. xDDD So his chin is retarded from being rebuilt too many times, lolol ~~~ xD

Ah well. S'fun. Thanks for all your help, guys</sub>